Life of A teenage boy

Lie

2009-06-09T17:03:00.000-07:00

We, humans tell lie to ourselves and to others to get comfort, to get security. We often feel insecure when the truth summit and thus we find ways to burry it. To blame, to pretend, to hide are the ways human being uses to solve their lies. In fact some of us have the guts, the courage, and the strength to face the fact, our fate, and our destiny. On the other hand, for those who are fragile, weak, incapable, they tend turn away and flee from it.

True it is hard to face what it is, but this is how things work around. To face or to deny, is all up to you, it’s your choice. There are all sorts of lie around us. Some lies are told so that people wouldn’t get emotionally hurt. That is good but do you realize that continuation of such lies will back fire. It might work today, same goes to tomorrow but can you guarantee that it will work all the time? Why try so hard just to cover up a lie? Why not be straightforward and tell the truth? Do you know when you are lying, you are actually hurting yourself. Let it out, let the truth pour out from your heart. As long as you are not lying, the world will be a step closer to a better to live in.

IM BACK~

2009-06-09T17:01:00.000-07:00

yo~ im back for a while so 'll be posting something interesting i guess? I wrote it myself so comment if you are free lol

Movie time

2008-12-18T08:44:00.000-08:00

okay... today I'll post something on a the topic movie. well i haven't watch it yet but the
trailer seem very interesting.

So say yes to 'YES MAN'

this is the synopsis:

Jim Carrey stars as Carl Allen, a man who signs up for a self-help program based on one simple principle: say yes to everything...and anything. At first unleashing the power of “yes” transforms Carl’s life in amazing and unexpected ways, but he soon discovers that opening up his life to endless possibilities can have its drawbacks.

well i don't really know much about it since i haven't watch it...lolx
so here's the trailer:

OK one last thing after watching this movie do not and i mean it do not say yer to everything
and anything, you might not see tomorrow's daylight.lolx

well night everyone. I'm signing off

Gaming

2008-12-17T08:30:00.000-08:00

A game is soon to be released in fact it's on today. This game is released on the console 'PSP'
Titled : Dissidia:Final Fantasy

TO ALL FINAL FANTASY FANS/LOVERS WHATSOEVER ITS A COMPILATION FROM FF1 TO FF10 YOU'LL TOTALLY LIKE THIS GAME. i know coz im going nutz about it already.

excuse myself. Well here is 2 wallpaper the villains and the heroes
for ff fans you should know them well

Here is the trailer.. have fun

Relaxation

2008-12-16T09:55:00.000-08:00

Well there are many ways one could relax themselves, they can play, sing, dance and do all sorts of fun stuff. For me the best way to relax yourself is to listen to music, well not pop music, just something serene, something that brings out the inner peace. Instrumental music is the best, if you just want to clear your mind once in a while.

Today, I'll recommend one of the piano collections : Eyes on me by Nobuo Uematsu
Eyes on me was sung by Faye Wong and was used in a game series 'Final fantasy VIII'.
so now if your interested in listening, just play the video below....

well if u want the lyric it's also here

...Eyes on me ... faye wong....
Whenever sang my songs,
On the stage, on my own,
I never said my words,
Wishing they would be heard,
I saw you smiling at me,
Was it real? Or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner,
Of this tiny little bar.

My last night here for you,
Same old songs just once more,
My last night here with you?
Mayber yes, maybe no.
I kinda liked it your way,
How you shyly placed your eyes on me,
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you.

Darling so there you are,
With that look on your face,
As if you're never hurt,
As if you're never down,
Shall I be the one for you?
Who pinches you softly but sure,
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer.

So let me come to you,
Close as I wanna be,
Close enough for me,
To feel your heart beating fast,
And stay there as whisper,
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me,
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you.

Darling so share with me,
Your love if you have enough,
Or tears if you're holding back,
Or pain if that's what it is,
How can I let you know?
I'm more than the dress and the voice,
Just reach me out then,
You will know that you are not dreaming.

Anyone who wants me to upload the singing version leave me a comment.

For pianists if you want the score go to
http://ffmusic.ffshrine.org/ff8sheet/ff8-sheet-music.php .
upon reaching the site scroll right down below when you saw Final Fantasy 8 Piano Collections
just click the second option..lolx full guidance

well that's all for today have fun relaxing

Contribution

2008-12-15T09:08:00.000-08:00

well, I'm back typing.
Something happened recently, so i was not in the mood to write.

Anyway, i feel that it's nice to share something with everyone.
I feel that this song is really touching, even though it's quite old.
It certainly have deep meanings. So spend your free time now
listening to this MV of Celine Dion "Immortality"

If you want the lyric of the song it's right below this sentence.

.....Celine Dion...."immortality".......

So this is who I am,
And this is all I know,
And I must choose to live,
For all that I can give,
The spark that makes the power grow

And I will stand for my dream if I can,
Symbol of my faith in who I am,
But you are my only,
And I must follow on the
road that lies ahead,
And I won't let my heart control my head,
But you are my only
And we don't say goodbye,
And I know what I've got to be

Immortality
I make my journey through eternity
I keep the memory of you and me inside

Fulfill your destiny,
Is there within the child,
My storm will never end,
My fate is on the wind,
The king of hearts, the joker's wild,
We don't say goodbye,
I'll make them all remember me

Cos I have found a dream
that must come true,
Every ounce of me must see it though,
But you are my only
I'm sorry I don't have a
role for love to play,
Hand over my heart I'll find my way,
I will make them give to me

Immortality
There is a vision and a fire in me
I keep the memory of you and me, inside
We don't say goodbye
We don't say goodbye
With all my love for you
And what else we may do
We don't say, goodbye

So the first tag that i complete

2008-12-15T08:08:00.000-08:00

Jason tags...

1. FelFel (it’s to torture her)
2. Hazel (apa sal tag me pulak)
3. JY (same also tag me 4 wat)
4. Tiffany[since you came back might as well give u work]
5. Karen [mwahahaz why I tag her ah~]
6. Vincent [does he have a blog?]
7. Emelia {hmm my sis ah~ I wander}
8. Laureen {gambate lala~]
9. Annabelle{I nvr knew u hav a blog. XD}
10. Jacklyn [haiz sry to pull u into this]

1. How do you know 1 ?
Form 2 bestari.The chatterbox next to loud speaker how can u not notice her

2. What would you do if you never met 2 ?
I shouldn’t be answering this question direct it to someone else pls.

3. What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
3 : Oh him ah~ I rather hang myself
4 : err.. I will torture her lor..make her life totally miserable. mwahahaz

4. Will 5 and 6 make a good couple?
wow! 5 can only make ppl’s heart ache only

As for 6 I don’t think so lor.

5. Do you think 7 is attractive?
hmm… I dunno, maybe her scar on her face is attractive lolx.

6. Do you know anything about 8's family?
why would I bother I wander

7. Tell me something about 9 ...
er.. clever, smart have funny hair(sry anna I really dunna wat to say)

8. What language does 2 speak?
English, err I dunno Cantonese perhaps

9. Who is 3 going out with?
oh~ I better not say he might kill me.

10. How old is number 4 ?
same age.

11. 5 ?

Same also but she look like a lady in her 20’s lolx

12. Who is 6's favourite singer?
westlife.

13. 7 ?
umm.. sis I dunno wat u like ler

14. Is 8 single?
I think so, for she’ll definitely drive guys mad and then kaboom.

15. What is 9 last name?
err..i dunno XD

16. Would you consider being in a relationship with 10 ?
no way! She rather have pokemon than any1

17. Which school does 2 go to?
same school with crazy principal

18. What do you like about 3 ?
can be easily bullied by me mwahahaz

YO!

2008-11-18T04:51:00.000-08:00

this is Jason saying HI to everyone he misses.
Holiday has just yet started not long ago, yet i felt like apart of me is missing
It might be cause of...

school life..even though it's boring
someone that i wont be messing around with until next year
missing my dear friend..did i just said that
oh also, missing my laptop..that is if it can't be fixed

well currently i seriously am bored to death
most of the time i go for tuition classes.
Well no point not studying rite next year is already senior year and tada..
SPMabbr.. i personally hate major examinations
what will happen beyond next year i seriously don't know
but the picture of i separating from my friends again
is really a sad case.. at least i guess so.

anyway i guess i'll start updating again see ya soon.

Something i notice

2008-11-10T22:40:00.000-08:00

Many things happen, some happen so sudden that i don't even notice it

first of all this year ended to quickly
exam results are yet a disappointment
first year i ever officially celebrated my birthday
maybe some decisions are yet to be made. some major decisions

About my class 4 science 3

I'll miss all of you. If i drop class.
I can't promise that i will really miss you all(since you'll still be in the same school)
truly that many interesting things happen through out this year.
I'll always remember Pn.Mai for her teachings.

I somehow think there is room to improve for this blog so wait for the improvement.

sob~

2008-11-10T08:21:00.000-08:00

Why Why~ why must i be so careless. Haiz. sigh~
I

left my wallet in Jenn's house
washed my hand phone in washing machine

Hell i am getting closer to you. Thank god my mom did not scold me.
My dad gave me a ' serve you right' glance. Gosh~
If my phone cannot repair, i will live my life with public phone.
Look onto the dark side

i won't be getting a new phone

How o =.= i cry so sad, boohooo~~~~

Ok lar i too sad to type going off now

BURNING DETERMINATION

2008-11-10T05:25:00.000-08:00

Nowadays when i attend school i will for sure see a few form 5 seniors
'REVISING' . O if you do not realize SPM is tomorrow.
That explains why the seniors are working very hard, very hard.

Anyway, i got my English paper yesterday and i scored 83(official from paper 1 and 2) but
somehow 10 marks is added so i don't really know the real marks..lol. Today i got back my history and also moral
paper. History i get 37 as expected from someone who hates fact, next i was SUPER disappointed
with my moral paper i got only 33 GOD i tried my best to score why 2 more marks from getting
a pass. =.= luckily my mom doesn't nag me about it.

Seeing my results today i wander what my results are gonna be on SPM next year.
I really want to study hard and get into a good college or uni. Therefore i determine to
study to the fullest this December to next year. Hopefully some good results will be shown lar.

This is something i wanna say to all FORM 5 SENIORS

work hard, study smart, focus and strike all A, i pray for your success.

School this week

2008-11-07T01:02:00.000-08:00

super boring
play poker, uno, taboo and chess
have a farewell party for madam Mai
no studies, no nothing

why do teacher even bother asking us to come to school why not just announce holiday? even we come to school nothing is to be done, no study, nothing just free time all day long.

Yesterday
I attended CF, apparently the last CF of the year. These are the activities:

empire (I won by luck)
captain ball hmm... i don't really know is that the right spelling but (my team won).
number game someone got me all wet!!
lastly we have scissor, paper and stone

during the games
i hurt my leg. i accidentally step on a sharp plastic thingy i guess. my feet just keep on bleeding.
i also tasted the water poured on me and IT IS YUCKY.

that's all on this part. till the next time

Invention

2008-10-31T22:49:00.000-07:00

Today I invented a drink (fancy drink) i guess. It's apple and mango not really juice.
A bit like smoothie. Seriously i have no idea.
Here's the pic to show how i made it..

The product looks like this

The name of this is s*2 dream

Records and feeling

2008-10-31T02:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a nightmare, 1st i was hoping at least an A2 for my ADDMATH
Now i don't even think a B3 is even possible gosh, I'm so toast if my tuition teacher knows.
During exam

i ponder and flip and ponder
Argh!! my head hurts i just don't get
on my mind. am i suppose to use this formula?
when i finish section A, i straight jump to section C
This was paper 2 and is super hard. Thx to GANI
When i was doing section B Pn mai kept reminding the time
i was basically frighten by her.
at last i still didn't get to finish 1 part and most i don't even want to think about it
paper 1 was a bit and i say a bit easier
I don't even have time to rest my sore head. I have severe brain damaged

Today we have Maths exam, all calculating exams are on this week so be free to shoot all objectives next week plus a freaking moral subject
What happen today is

Paper 2 was a lot more easier than paper 1
at least i think it is
for circles i'm clueless
for straight line i did it the Jacklin style
i use ruler to measure and also used logic and assumptions
hope i'm lucky though
probably an A2 lar i say probably ok

After next week i'll be free like a bird.
K lar up to her. Ps. i'll be updating once a week when there's school

today not a bright day

2008-10-27T09:12:00.000-07:00

I'm basically blank, i have no idea what to write.
I was really tired even though i slept at 1:30am yesterday.
I was awaken by 2 calls both asking me to attend a study session.
God! Early in the morning i expect somebody to kiss me awake(how sweet), but somehow i receive calls to study.(i'm just kidding about the kiss part)
The only thing in my mind is STUDY KILLS ME.
I can't focus, and i can't even hold a book for a minutes or half.ARGH!!! I GOING MAD.
Please let the exam pass quick.

Am i experiencing stress? I think so. Well i would definitely be better if somebody cheers me up.
Being a teenager is quite hard so far.

Ah well! i'll just stop here my head hurts.

Sunday Morning

2008-10-26T02:32:00.000-07:00

Went to eat eat sushi buffet at Shogun at sunway with mom, aunt and sis

ADULT cost Rm48++
Children cost Rm30++
The time you can eat is from 12pm to 3pm.
To not waste our money we eat and rest and eat until 3pm.lol

After eating my sis visits lulubelle

she bought a sling bag and a wallet
EXPENSIVE man!!!
anyway upon buying the bag she say she want to bring it to school
sadly i told her the rules and she is disappointed

Back at home

my dad suddently got mad at me for no good reason and force me to sweep floor
from porch to outside the house
finally i knew what happen, guess what he's jealous
if you jealous find others to kacau lar WHY ME!!! DAMN CHILDISH

Later i'm staying home not going to my grandma's house, apparently am avoiding many people.

That's all for the day.

Things that i want

2008-10-25T15:35:00.000-07:00

Not only girls go for shopping you know ^^
though i only window shop..lol
There are a few things i want badly

1. Sweater with diamond pattern(wander where can i get it?)

i estimated that the cost is 100+ ringgit malaysia
however since malaysia is so hot always i dun think this sweater even exist here.
though i still would want to search for it..

2. A tuxedo set with fancy tie(i still don't know i want it for)

i know the reason liao:
it looks cool, smart and attracting
for prom night
If i would get a whole suit head to toe i'll burn a hole in my wallet
It would roughly cost at least 1000+ if u want quality then pray that money grows on tree

3. get a new phone. I WANT Nokia N96

I'M DESPERATE FOR A NEW PHONE
8 gig memory
and it looks cool too

4. Get a mans best friend a DOG

I LIKE DOGS
especially when they are still puppy.. Haiz

My friend Jenn Yang(Jenny) has a dog similar to this but it's black
Anyway it's so small it fits both my palms.LOL
Not to say it's super Kawaii too.

Lastly I need a freakin' puzzle to hang on the wall

obviously i want to make the puzzle and frame it lar
not just buy it from some lelong mart
so far the place that i go to see puzzle is PUZZLE WORLD in midvalley
Those puzzles there is super nice man!(i'm in an obsession mode now)

i was wanting to buy this, it
contains around 1000 pcs
glows in the dark
and it look so pleasant and calming

Today

2008-10-25T07:57:00.000-07:00

I'm a little disappointed because i didn't get to watch hsm3
The cinema is fully booked from morning to noon.(how terrible ><)
what should i expect more since mid valley is where everyone goes.

Anyway

since i didn't get to watch hsm i chose to bully min hui.(FRY HER!!!)

Instead of watching teenage love story we end up watching

I agree with the statement " your favorite show will be destroyed"
THIS SHOW IS HORRIBLY DISGUSTING
I won't give spoilers go experience it yourself.

Upon going back home

i prepare to go for dinner
guess what i see at the restaurant, there are

2 more people besides my sister celebrating birthday
coincidentally all of them are females though their age differs

i went out again to IOI MALL
checked the net before going out
the latest time for the screening of hsm is 11pm(shocked!!!)
HOW THE HECK WILL MY PARENTS LET ME GO
so we just walk walk only lor

At home

there are two small cakes a coffee and a blueberry waiting for me and my sis
so i took the coffee (i love coffee) and my sis took the blueberry

The dad behind is blasting the audio system, he basically drives me mad!!!
My poor ears hurts~~~

Damn! the cake is so small and the plastic knive is so big
i have totally no idea how to cut but i made it.
But anyway it taste good so i don't mind

The end of the post, stay tune to await the next issue

I

2008-10-24T09:38:00.000-07:00

just got scolded badly for exceeding Phone Bill
Dude 50BUCKS not hundred you know..haiz~
hopefully i get barred and use public phone for whole life
Misery~

Anyway

another 2weeks of freaking exams
i have no clue how to memorize moral definitions
(i am really bad with memorizing)
Going to mid valley tomorrow as in saturday
hopefully min hui get those Hsm ticket(yay get to watch the movie)
If she fails to get it I'll fry her

ok lar 1st time posting hope that it's enjoyable